sarcasm

life is peachy.

how awesome is it to find that the friends you thought were your bestest don't really (ouch) give a rat's ass about you? of course i don't mind. I'm used to being treated like i'm invisible, being treated like i don't matter at all

sarcasm.

kk. i know that its hard. but its hard for me too. i dont expect anything. but. ok i dont know what i want alright. its like..... nvm think it has reached a point where goodbye is in the horizon.

where you part ways merrily and smile to each other as you turn your backs and walk off in different directions. To start anew in a different place with different people.

Life still goes on. Just like the time. It won't stay at... say 10.17 (which is right now) forever. By the time i publish this, it will be 10.18, or 10.19. That's life. Time waits for no man and things change. I hope this analogy will be good enough for me to concentrate on what i really am supposed to be doing in school - study.

Till then.

woe is me

hello blogger it's been so long. its 11/11/11 today ok 1 more min left hahahahaha.

it's a disaster. There's no chance, no chance at all.

Sometimes i think like this. if you dont reply i'd stop liking you. but it doesnt work that way

grrrrrr hate this. actually i have no idea, is it infatuation or just being comfortable. kkkkk

its so troublesome. constant worrying, thinking too much, getting jealous, etc etc. i hate waiting for texts. waiting waiting and then you hear a buzz and your heart starts to pump wildly and you peek at it..... to find that it's not him.

friendship. it's so funny how most people think that we're best friends, when we're not even that close. seriously. Do we even talk much? Do you even care? You only care about yourself. Earth revolves around you. Oh what a surprise. Sigh life. The only person you can count on is yourself, and yourself only.

really wish that you feel the same but then again, i wish this feeling would go away. Just some temporary shit. I hate the dramatics involved, AS IF I'M NOT DRAMATIC ENOUGH ALRD.

KKK THIS IS A THROW EVERYTHING IN THE BLANK KINDA POST BYE

kill the hope kill the hope.

HELLO. MAIN EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRR

holiday time. I must work hard next sem!!!!

hmmm. i need a job haha ok bye

OH YA I'VE BEEN WATCHING THE BIG BANG THEORY. SHELDON IS SO CUTE OMG

sleep all day

HI GUYS haha i shouldn't even be blogging....

Academic writing is sucking the life out of meeeee :(

oh well anyway tuesday - thursday was tovaz chalet!!! awesome time haha got high/drunk on the first night drunk text drunk calls drunk tweets lolol anyway picturessss

i think we're damn cute hahaha

swimming!! that guard made us strip >: perrvvvvvvv

that's us pointing at him hahahahaha

okay anyway after like only 3 hours of sleep each night finally went home to crash.

And we did something crazy. which is to go clubbing. Damn tiring i swear like omg reached home from chalet at 1? sleep till 4. met them at 6. Danced all the way to 5am the next day.

I still think we're crazy. But it's k, we had fun! ^^

okay school's starting tomorrow ): ok gotta go back to my acad writing bye guysssssssss